Hello everyone!!!
My depression has lifted a good bit and I thank ALL of you for your prayers.
Summerthyme had mentioned that I consider antidepressants..... I have been on maximum doses for about 30 years. They help a bit. I am also severely OCD, and that is what it helps with most. I have two bits of news, which have helped me feel better.......my Niece appears to be coming around and realizing that they need to get some preps if only because of inflation!!!! Hallelujah!!!! They also want me to advise them on creating a HUGE garden!!! This is scary, because they are considering me an "expert" because I have been extremely successful growing huge amounts of food in MISSOURI. The issue is, this is FLORIDA, with a different climate and NO established garden plot and basically SAND in the yard. This is causing me to feel pressured to do well..... difficult in ANY new environment!!
The second factor is....... I have HOPE again!!! This week, I had an iridology exam done:
What Is Iridology (Iridodiagnosis)?
The fellow I saw has been performing these exams for over 40 years, and his daughter is now doing these exams as well. They both have PhDs in NUTRITION and several other areas. He produced results indicating EVERY SINGLE ISSUE in my body!!!
He had NO way of knowing ANY of this information!!!
He has made a number of recommendations on supplements and in my eating habits. I am hoping and PRAYING that these recommendations will help my physical condition!!!
He even told me things about how I think and what I could change as far as thought processes that would positively effect my physical body. This is ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!!!!!
There is NO WAY he could have known these things ..... I have only been in town for 3 months, the only thing he may have been able to know is that I have back problems.......but he identified MANY MANY issues that I had an awareness of, but had no knowledge of how to "fix" these things!!!!
This has given me a great degree of HOPE!!! My Niece and her husband have taken the supplements he recommended for them for the past several years and have had significant success in healing, or at least improving their health!!!!!
I am SO EXCITED!!! There is a POSSIBILITY that my pain can be reduced and I might be able to improve my physical situation!!!
Again THANK YOU, TO ALL OF YOU, FOR YOUR PRAYERS!!!! I believe your prayers have brought me to this point!!!
I am actually HAPPY for the first time in several YEARS!!!!! PRAISE GOD!!!!!