My thanks to all of you who made the attempt to make me feel better,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,and i do........my heart is heavy, and weighted down with loss.....i am so thankful to all of you who saw that and tried to respond.......its not easy......we want to reach out to peoples pain.............sometimes we just dont know how...........Dennis kicked me in the butt.......he was right.......and i thank him for that. my thankes to all of you,,,,,,,,,this is the best forum in tthe world for people like us!